MidnightHunter Posted May 26, 2015 Share Posted May 26, 2015 Well I had a writers blockage for several weeks now and while being in the situation described below I felt the need to write it down. And I hope I managed to live up to this incredible atmosphere. Hope you like it P.S. Might include little spoilers for PV transition.So this is it....I am at the dam. I made it. And yet I won't make it.13 hours ago I left my new home in the farmstead to look for the secret entrance to mystery lake. I had no choice. I had plenty of food, but my bullets were getting rare, I ran out of matches and fuel for my lantern. So I left everything I didn't need behind and spent hours looking for the cave. The cave to another world. Well, I finally found it. Despite the fog that was hanging between the hills and the snow that had started to fall again. The entrance scared me, but I made it through it. I lost my way more than once, but I found it back again. There was a terrible snowstorm when I left the warm cave. I was able to collect a bit of wood, but I clearly didn't want to take a rest here. I started to run out of water while wandering the iced river.And suddenly there it was. The dam. Like an enormous monster lurking in the storm. Waiting for me. I was relieved and still a bit scared. What would I find in there?I climbed up the rocks and fought my way up through the storm. I was strong, I knew what I wanted. I reached a door, but the handle was missing. What now? I pushed away the panic that tried to take over my mind. I had to stay sane, otherwise I could jump from the cliff here and now. There needed to be a way in. But here I wouldn't find it. So I took a deep breath and, avoiding to look down, balanced over the ledge to the other side. I lit my torch while the darkness took over the sky. And the panic was still there. A hungry animal demanding to be fed. Another deep breath, a hasty look around. Nothing. But there had to be a way! I knew it. So I climbed every snow hill, looked into every dark corner and finally I found an open window. I let out a deep sigh and climbed through it. I looked around in the fading light of my torch. Diffuse light, broken furniture and a few forgotten items. I was out of breath. I took out my bottle of water and drank the last sip. That was all. I needed to find water. Quickly.I searched every container, every cupboard I could find. My backpack was getting heavier and heavier and then there it was. A single can of soda. Better than nothing. I emptied it within seconds. But I didn't feel any better. So what was it? I sat down for just a second and then it struck me. I spent 13 hours running around in the cold, I needed sleep. So I rummaged through my backpack to take out my bedroll. After I put everything on the floor in front of me I knew it for sure. My bear skin bedroll, for which I risked my life over and over again, was still lying in the living room of the farmhouse in pleasant valley. I covered my eyes and tried to stop myself from crying. I was so exhausted. So, this is my story. These will be my last words.I am sitting here in carter hydro dam, after 50 days that I survived in this wilderness, in this cruel world full of death and loneliness, with my back against the cold wall. I just lit the lantern I found and fed it with my last drop of oil. Not long until it will be pitch-dark. Dark forever. I am too weak to get up. Too weak to try to find a cabin with a bed. It's dark outside anyway. I drink another can of soda. As if this would help. I will die here, I am sure. I will die in this dam with two rifles and 22 shots. I am too weak and too scared to use one of them now. To end this before...The lantern flickers and the flame dies. It is dark. So dark. And I am alone. Farewell. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bethany Posted May 26, 2015 Share Posted May 26, 2015 Great way to document your experience with the new area. Very nicely written, thanks so much for sharing! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MidnightHunter Posted May 26, 2015 Author Share Posted May 26, 2015 I thank you for making such a wonderful game! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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